I used to believe you thought I was ...
>> ... you were skinny!
... fat and that I was some ...
>> ... You are spreading your seed far and wide ...
... sub-class indiscriminant who's beneath you and ...
>> ... You are being cryptic again ...
... incapable of human and technical communication, unitl I told you I got my first tech writing job, to which you replied:
Don't Blow This One, Too!
When the woman I loved spoke so poorly of me, I found that I was being forced to live without the girl that used to be my best friend. I had to become successful all on my own.
>> ... you have much to celebrate ...
I had to learn how to focus on winning, even while you saw fit to distract me with calls to remind me of what a loser I used to be. I had to learn how to live without talking to the best friend of my whole life.
It hadn't occured to me to celebrate, because ...
>> ...you had a big smile on your face.
... in my dreams, when you smile, you are smiling for someone else; because of someone else.
>> ... to know you are doing so well.
You have called me just to tell me that you have no time to call me. You laughed at me when I asked you to help me with my loneliness. You still insist on reminding me just how little you think of me.
You took from me my only friend and left me nothing but a part-time you.
Your voice and manner have changed in the last thirty months. For twice that much time had I decided to try my best to look past the rind of you because of how sweet I thought you were inside.
There is no reason for me to do this anymore.
